In This Crazy world

We seem to have lost site of reality

biting tongues so much our lips are bloody

this muddy vision of life 

but if you clean your lens, & when it gets hard lean on me

cause when the lens is clean

the sun gleams, the brightness shall blind you

I promise!

wait, are they even listening?

& they all yell NONSENSE!!!

-anonymous <3

I don't fancy you too much child!

One thing I hate is a pretty girl with low-self esteem. I mean I don't really give a flyin fuck about a bitch & her personal issues but when they involve me then yea I have a major issue. I mean what aren't you happy about? You get everything in the world but yet your still unhappy. There's a problem & you need to someone to help you fix it because as of now, You & I will never ever be what they call "friends" your insane ! Anywho, Virginia is given me the BLUES, all of these dumb ass country muthafuckas out here without a clue in the world what else life has to offer because all they know is this dumb ass place. I hate fuckin police! They hide out in little parking lots, corners, anywhere their cars can fit!!! The weather makes this place even more depressing because one day it rains, then the next it snows, the next it decides to be 75 degress! I can't take it. I wanna run away & never come back again. 2 more years & I'm done!! I think I can manage until then. :-)

"Like a moth to a flame burned by a fire."

I think im getting that tatted!!! lol 

Just one of them days!!

So is it just me or do you get prank calls still? 

I think its about time people grow up, stop playing on peoples phones, aim, text, emails, etc.

It's 09 people!!!! on a better tip I thank you for keeping me on your brain because it only 

builds my confidence to know that you want something that I have & been had for about ummm 5 yrs. now..but if u want him you can have him. lol 

I LOVE MY POPPIN ASS LIFE!!!

It's been a minute since I've written a blog. So much has happened!
I just got back from the greatest vacation ever MIAMI, Florida!! I miss it already although I'm sick. I can say I enjoyed myself to the fullest...Anywho, People are hilarious & its quite funny how one minute you can love someone so much but then the next you can't stand them. I'm working on forgiving but not forgetting & also loving my enemies but I still don't quite understand how thats possible if I can't stand them :-/. I've been praying & im even thinking about getting baptized in April. It's time I grow up & be closer to GOd because at the end of the day He loves me more than anyone else & even if I fall down, he gives me an oppurtunity to get back up, "For a saint is just a sinner who falls down" Donnie McClurkin couldn't have said it any better. With that being said, I'm not perfect & striving to be better is possible. I will be tested daily but its up to me to make the right decision. As long as I have faith within myself then everything will be fine because "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"..

goodnight for now.. xoxo Kiara Shawntel :-)

March 2nd!

Snow in the beginning of March? Oh well F*** it ! My neighbors & I made a snow man & threw snowballs at one another. GOODMORNING ! :-) This weekend reminded me why I didn't want to go to Howard, it's absolutely UGLY in DC! lol. Even though it might have way more to offer than Hampton, Virginia. I couldn't live out there. My weekend consisted of drive bys, being lost, being threatened lmao, smiles, we went to mars on Friday & Jupiter on Saturday! i miss.... anyways ummm theres so much to say but most of it i'll just keep to myself because somethings are better left unsaid ! :-/ All im going to say if What if? & WHy?! :( 

P.S. I knew Chris Brown & Rihanna were going to get back together!

   

February 24th

Hmmm, I really had a feeling that I would have a good day on February 24th ! :-) He's Here, He's here! i've been waiting so long for him to get here & im so sad that I can't be there & couldnt be at the hospital when it was time for him to see the lovely people in his family ! but ill be patient until its time to go back home for another vacation away from this place. Anyways, I can't wait for my lowkey 1st week of spring break to start :-D I got more than one gift today but the others will remain a "mystery". Mind your business ! Go too sleep ! Pack a Lunch do something ! 

goodbye for now .