Friday, April 10, 2009

In This Crazy world

We seem to have lost site of reality
biting tongues so much our lips are bloody
this muddy vision of life 
but if you clean your lens, & when it gets hard lean on me
cause when the lens is clean
the sun gleams, the brightness shall blind you
I promise!
wait, are they even listening?
& they all yell NONSENSE!!!
-anonymous <3

I don't fancy you too much child!

One thing I hate is a pretty girl with low-self esteem. I mean I don't really give a flyin fuck about a bitch & her personal issues but when they involve me then yea I have a major issue. I mean what aren't you happy about? You get everything in the world but yet your still unhappy. There's a problem & you need to someone to help you fix it because as of now, You & I will never ever be what they call "friends" your insane ! Anywho, Virginia is given me the BLUES, all of these dumb ass country muthafuckas out here without a clue in the world what else life has to offer because all they know is this dumb ass place. I hate fuckin police! They hide out in little parking lots, corners, anywhere their cars can fit!!! The weather makes this place even more depressing because one day it rains, then the next it snows, the next it decides to be 75 degress! I can't take it. I wanna run away & never come back again. 2 more years & I'm done!! I think I can manage until then. :-)

Saturday, April 4, 2009

"Like a moth to a flame burned by a fire."

I think im getting that tatted!!! lol 

Monday, March 30, 2009

Just one of them days!!

So is it just me or do you get prank calls still? 

I think its about time people grow up, stop playing on peoples phones, aim, text, emails, etc.
It's 09 people!!!! on a better tip I thank you for keeping me on your brain because it only 
builds my confidence to know that you want something that I have & been had for about ummm 5 yrs. now..but if u want him you can have him. lol 

I LOVE MY POPPIN ASS LIFE!!!

Monday, March 16, 2009

It's been a minute since I've written a blog. So much has happened!
I just got back from the greatest vacation ever MIAMI, Florida!! I miss it already although I'm sick. I can say I enjoyed myself to the fullest...Anywho, People are hilarious & its quite funny how one minute you can love someone so much but then the next you can't stand them. I'm working on forgiving but not forgetting & also loving my enemies but I still don't quite understand how thats possible if I can't stand them :-/. I've been praying & im even thinking about getting baptized in April. It's time I grow up & be closer to GOd because at the end of the day He loves me more than anyone else & even if I fall down, he gives me an oppurtunity to get back up, "For a saint is just a sinner who falls down" Donnie McClurkin couldn't have said it any better. With that being said, I'm not perfect & striving to be better is possible. I will be tested daily but its up to me to make the right decision. As long as I have faith within myself then everything will be fine because "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"..

goodnight for now.. xoxo Kiara Shawntel :-)

Monday, March 2, 2009

March 2nd!

Snow in the beginning of March? Oh well F*** it ! My neighbors & I made a snow man & threw snowballs at one another. GOODMORNING ! :-) This weekend reminded me why I didn't want to go to Howard, it's absolutely UGLY in DC! lol. Even though it might have way more to offer than Hampton, Virginia. I couldn't live out there. My weekend consisted of drive bys, being lost, being threatened lmao, smiles, we went to mars on Friday & Jupiter on Saturday! i miss.... anyways ummm theres so much to say but most of it i'll just keep to myself because somethings are better left unsaid ! :-/ All im going to say if What if? & WHy?! :( 

P.S. I knew Chris Brown & Rihanna were going to get back together!

   

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

February 24th

Hmmm, I really had a feeling that I would have a good day on February 24th ! :-) He's Here, He's here! i've been waiting so long for him to get here & im so sad that I can't be there & couldnt be at the hospital when it was time for him to see the lovely people in his family ! but ill be patient until its time to go back home for another vacation away from this place. Anyways, I can't wait for my lowkey 1st week of spring break to start :-D I got more than one gift today but the others will remain a "mystery". Mind your business ! Go too sleep ! Pack a Lunch do something ! 

goodbye for now . 

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Monday, February 16, 2009

Can't Judge a Book By It's Cover, That's For Damn Sure! (smh)

Homie: a person who I can call to go with me to the club or shopping. Never telling my personal business only certain things. I mean we cant seem to trust people these days! People
turn on you quicker than a turtle racing to the finish line, lol & they say turtles are slow well hell a person will lead u on & all this other bs then next thing you know. THERE'S AN ISSUE!

Friends: See my UNCLE NICK always use to stop me whenever I let the "word" friend come out my mouth! "You don't have friends, their associates" He never lied ! The dictionary says that a 1. friend is a person you know well & regard with affection & trust. 2. An associate who provides cooperation or assistance 3. A person with whom you are acquainted 4. a person who backs a politician or team etc; I found 1 person that fits this title but I don't give her the title of a friend or bestfriend more like my lifetime a.k.a. the mother of my 1st child lol my Naked Mole Rat !

There are people that I just say Hi & Bye to & then there's people who'd I'd rather not say a
word to ! This isn't directed directly to anyone because I go by "If it isn't directed directly to me I don't respect it."

Please Keep in mind that its very rare that you'll find someone who you can TRUST & won't turn their back on you regardless of what the situation may be!

I've never been a people's person & I don't plan on it now. Muthafucka's come & GO! I should know i've experienced it all through out my life !

bye now. :-)

Chris Brown Breaks His Silence About Rihanna & the Incident

Brown says he is seeking counseling from loved ones and family members, one week after an alleged attack against his girlfriend, singer Rihanna.
"Words cannot begin to express how sorry and saddened I am over what transpired. I am seeking the counseling of my pastor, my mother and other loved ones and I am committed, with God's help, to emerging a better person."
The 19-year-old R&B singer issued a brief statement today through publicist Michael Sitrick. In it, Brown also says many of the reports about the incident are incorrect, although he doesn't provide further details.
"Much of what has been speculated or reported on blogs and/or reported in the media is wrong. While I would like to be able to talk about this more, until the legal issues are resolved, this is all I can say except that I have not written any messages or made any posts to Facebook, on blogs or any place else. Those posts or writings under my name are frauds."
Screengrabs of a fake Facebook page circulated online late last week, but was quickly determined to be a hoax.
Brown turned himself in on Feb. 8 and was booked on suspicion of making a criminal treath, but no charges have been filed yet. He is free on $50,000 bail while the case is being investigated.
On Friday, Brown's father said his son is at home and "very remorseful" over what happened. Rihanna is now at home in Barbados recuperating.
(Originally published Feb. 15, 2009 at 12:08 p.m. PT.)

Marriage without Finance is a Nuissance !

Obama & Michelle:

team work

Beyonce & Jay Z :

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My Loves` Life wouldn't be Life without them!

Naked Mole Rat & My Nephew
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Crystal Roshawn & Ki Shawntalay
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Ana & Rae Rae` (lol)
We use to call each other that when we were younger.
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Dookey, Me(Muffin) & Cheeseburger
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Last but not least my backbone, the reason I'm the way I am! lol
She She & Ki Ki =)
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Sunday, February 15, 2009

5, Five, CINCO= ARMON

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"IF I WROTE A BOOK ABOUT WHERE WE STAND THE TITLE OF IT WOULD BE "LIFE WITH SUPERMAN"!
I LOVE HIM :)

FEELING MYSELF <3=)

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Hampton, Va

It's really boring out here, im ready to go home & be with people who puts a smile on my face. 
Every week there's some new drama, I feel like im in high school again! 
im the type of person who doesnt really get alone with people. Most of the time i can be a bitch
& others i can be really nice. People often test me sometimes it gets to me im not gonna lie
esp. if I really cared about that person but then I start to ponder about the situation & I brush 
that nonsense off because life is too short to be worried about the small things. I need to be worried about where Im going to be in the next 5 years ! so my new model is Money or Nothing! Hell thats the only thing thats goin to help me survive through the rest of the bullshit that this world has to offer ! SHOUTOUT to BARANESE (a.k.a.) my "bestfriend" lol. 
smh, i could get really ignorant. but im working on me & tryin to leave all that **** alone! 

Afterall, they come they go ! "FRIENDS" that is but I don't believe in that word & people continue to prove me wrong with the exceptions of a couple people.

goodbye for now ! 


Introducing ME

Kiara Shawntel

MY MOMMY
TRAY TRAY
LYRICS , MUSICS
TV
MAGAZINES
MY FAMILY
MY NAKED MOLE RAT
MY NEPHEW
ROSHAWNA
KEYANA
FAMILY IN-LAW
SHOPPING
DRIVING
THINKING & WRITING EVERY THOUGHT DOWN
CAPTURING EVERY MOMENT.

FRIENDS? WHATS THAT? ASSOCIATES ! MAYBE :-/
LOVE I UNDERSTAND IT =) 
I DO ALOT OF RANDOM THINGS 
NO REGRETS, ITS LIFE ! 
MEETING NEW PEOPLE
TATTOOS
PAIN IS LOVE, LOVE IS PAIN. (blah)
SCHOOL
NIGGAS, THEY COME THEY GO BUT TRAY TRAY'S HERE FOREVER. 

IF U KNOW ME THEN U KNOW THE THINGS I DO. 
I LOVE MYSELF TO DEATH, THE REST FOLLOWS. 

THOSE ARE SOME OF THE MAKINGS OF ME !